should I...

My heart still beats,
but does that mean I want it to?
I still have wants and needs,
but does that mean I need them?
I still have emotions,
but does that mean I want to share them?
I hide myself,
by not sharing myself
I protect my heart,
by locking it away
I protect my sanity,
by locking my mind
Does it mean I should let myself be me,
Does it mean I should lock it all away